12.10.08

My this Sunday

Today is Sunday and it is already noon! My Sunday is Yet to Begin! I make plans and they never materialise. Thought of doing some work, but got busy with usual internet surfing. Have a big job of managing my life, with many important tasks at hand, which includes, do a sincere enough work for phd, find a job, etc. etc. etc. Which one of them takes precedence, don't know...but all are equally important. However I am a little worried of at least a few and a little scared of the rest including the second one. Life is not easy, but then who said it was...Walking along a misty road, all seems hazy and everything seems difficult. But then hey, wait a second. Haven't you encountered this feeling, this mist along the route before! And you have overcome it in past! So what the hell, let it be now! However do remember, it is not the situation but the attitude towards a situation that matters in the long run. OK we have problems, nothing seems to be going right, not a faint silver lining on the horizon. OK the PhD work seems to be going horribly wrong, like a big planned disaster, the job scene seems non-existent, and there seems to a quagmire of troubles all around. But hey most of this comes from your attitude towards these situations in life. Try being a little positive, a little different...a little tolerant of situation, accepting it and improving it by improving your attitude towards it. This is life and it is not easy, but you are a traveller and you will walk into the mist and the path will become more clear and more fun if you are not scared of haze from far away. And yes you have a code to analyse, don't u? Stop surfing and start debugging. Will see u later!